Fri 2 Dec 2005
I am putty in the hands of a sensuous woman…
And how do I know this?
Because I’ve filled-in the crack,
between the window and the wall,
That separates someone’s insides,
from their outsides.
This I wrote in 1993, while trying to be honest with myself about the way Nora affected me. Nora Farmer. Hi Nora, if you ever read this.
She is a Scorpio, too. And a very beautiful, exotic, sexy one at that.
– Chad
August 7th, 2006 at 8:46 am
Wow Again. This hits me intuitively, but I’d love to hear YOUR explanation/interpretation ..what you meant exactly.
Incredible- the new things you can learn about someone you already know, through writing.
Could that be something you run up against?..ie- that verbally words might go by too fast. Visually, one can read, re-read, let it soak in, and reflect in a private quiet space, that back and forth conversation covers up with speed.
August 15th, 2006 at 1:07 pm
I guess I have played a role before, as we probably all have, where you are an ambassador unto a person’s various warring factions within themselves. Oh, and of course, if their are juicy *sexy* feelings to be had as a result… what a euphoric drug that is!
For me, a live conversation is more revealing. As long as 2 people never assume that they understood a spoken line… you have to hash and rehash your understandings. And that just isn’t a very sit-com episodic hip way of talking, is it? I think people subconsciously try to mimic the flow of conversations on TV, and we all walk around dazed and confused, and lonely, because of it. We talk so much, without really listening. Truly listening is dangerous… because it changes you. I think humans do like change. But we avoid change when we are in survival mode… which, ironically, is what stress is all about. Feeling like we are about to die, when Krogers is less than a mile away.
And on and on I go.
– Chad